After been away and taken a huge break from Deviantart, I'm slowly coming back...
...The reason I even took a break, I it's complex, and I can only give a brief summary, or else I'll reveal too much.
I've basically been been suffering depression and anxiety on and off for about a little over 2 years now, due to have lived in an abusive household.
And during this summer I was even suicidal.
I could not take anymore.
However, the authority and the police got involved with my family, and analyzed the situation.
And when they figured out how severe the situation was they FINALLY began to react FOR REAL, and not just standing there.
It took a long time...
And to be honest I thought it all was just lies.
.........I have my own apartment now.
Yes, I live on my own.
In a training apartment.
It's a big one room flat, with a living room, a kitchen and a bathroom.
I have a bed in the living room, so it's also a bed room.
It's fresh and very fancy, actually.
I like it here.
I can now finally breath and relax...
I'm not actually feeling like writing much more right now.
I'm simply not in the mood for writing, even though there is more to tell.
I am cleaning up my dA profile, by giving it a more simple design.
And deleting stuff that I feel is old and necessary.
By that, I have now deleted all my older journal posts, because they're a part of the past, and just annoy me...
I am basically cleaning up my profile, to make a soft, slow new start...
What more can I really say anyway?
If you are still watching me here on Deviantart, well... Thanks for still clinging on to me, I guess...
And keeping up with my insanity.
I can tell, that I am feeling much better now, since I moved out to live on my own...
...And I'm starting to put my life together again.
Haha, this felt a little like a waste of time to write anyway.
Life is a fucking bitch.
But hey, I'm still alive.
And that must be worth anything.